Em... i dun wan leave!!!

even at tne first time i work i really dun like it and feel like wanna to leave asap!!! but now is different lo!!! now i feel the time pass ao fast until i have to say goodbye to my frens tat i work there soon!!! i think frens is the most important ppl to let u won't feel too stress n happy!!! coz i 'll said like tat is when i go ns, i really dun like it n always cry at the night!!! but after tat i knew many frens ard, tat time i'll feel sad too!!! but not becoz i wanna go home, but is becoz i really em sek dak my frens!!! n i also feel time pass so fast when is happy time to me!!! juz like now, i really feel happy when i play wif my frens n chart!!! but see, i have to study n have to leave la!!! haiz... i hope our frenship will stay 4ever!!! n i really miss my frens in ns who i cannot meet them everytime!!!

ya.. today so tired!!!

haiz.. since tis morning i have to wake up early n go to my grandma's house!!! so tired ah!!! coz yesterday late sleeping!!! hehe!!! watching movie lo!!! haiz until now ah, i still dunno is tat my decision is my will lah or not!!! i scared i'll regret some day ah.. tarc or form 6 leh?!! haiz.. the stupid college have to pay fees be4 20 april oh!!! no time to think lah!!! then have settle my laon la.. and so many things!!! but one thing is very happy one!!!today have pasar malam leh!!! if u been tis pasar malam be4 i think u will like it too!!! for gurls la!!! coz here juz look like shopping!!! hehe especially tis pasar malam got many delicious snack!!! hehe!!! tat's y i can't keep fit!!! haiz.. i though i can keep fit one!!! who knew semakin fat pulak!!! haiz... :'( so bad ah..

very ugly la even be4 already look ugly!!! now more ugly la!!! haiz.. tomorrow have to work again!!! so lazy ah..

Yeepee!!! tomorrow off...

haiz.. finally i worked 4 a week lo!!! last time every job i can't work more then 1 day one!!! hehe!!! is very bad izit!!! hehe!!! but in the begining i really dun wan work one!!! becos is too many things have to remember!!! beside tat i always blur n can't remember wat i have to do when i work oh!!! the ppl at there is very rude one, always speak in a very rude words n smoking one!!! n yet they very good la!!! but i very stress!!! becos i scared i have to 'pui' money again!!! haiz.. until now, i juz work 4 a week ard pui almost 50 ringgit lo!!! lol... until now i think u all know wat i work as lo hor!!! hehe! but nevermind la, i juz work for a month only!!! in my work there got a guy very crazy one, until now i feel very tou yim leh!!! he said he want my hp no. then ok lo i gave him!!! as a fren wat!!! he sent message to me in chinese, but my new phone din set chinese setting one!!! then the next day he like scolding me y my phone no chinese one o!!! so stupid!!! then i answer wif very angry, i said is i like!!! he look like take me as his one!!! now if i saw him i also will bei hou him lo!!! fortunately he work in kitchen!!! today ah, i'm very boring n sit in my counter drinking water ma!!! he asked me y i'm so quiet wah!!! i think y i have to so noisy oh!!! i dun even very close to them all yet oh!!! haiz... is so bad luck to let me meet wif tis guy!!! truely la, he very ugly one!!! but i never yim hei becos i think is fren wat!!! haiz..........